Nightfall
My minds ponders again, instead of letting me sleep. Why? Financial downturns and underemployment. All of my student loans are in economic hardship deferments except the one from Chase. Chase refuses, says I must make a payment before I am eligible, and says that I can only get a deferment once a year. Today, after three lovely chats with them I was left feeling miserable. More so, I ask, how can I make a payment when A) there is nothing to squeeze and B) need economic hardship? They asked me why my parents can't give me money. Um . . .if that were true I wouldn't have needed Chase's loan in the first place, and besides the 'rents are retired. Chase calls, I try to stay calm, but when their operators tell me to have a yard sale and pawn whatever I own I loose patience. I have nothing to sell or pawn. I've been there and done that already. I live at home, adjunct at a nearby community college, and spend my days trying to find full time employment. I woul...